sorry it has been so long since i've written anything. we do have those periods when the output overwhelms us and we hit a dry patch. i think i've been through one of those. sermon prep, getting ready to preach a wedding, some funerals - all of it has just been gut-busting lately. blogging fell to the wayside because - well, i didn't have much to say (true, i really never did) and the discipline of writing seeming burdensome. hopefully, this period has passed.
as i wrote last, i performed a wedding in the little town in north central nebraska that we spent 6 years in. the town has actually changed quite a bit, as has my perspective. i remembered my junior high school as being a huge brick structure - it isn't. some things, however, have stayed the same. i remember loving the rolling prarie and the sense of openness. i still do - in fact, when i left nebraska in 1988, wild horses could not have kept me there. now, i find myself wishing the Lord would open the door for a way to go back.
the people who were dear to me as a boy are dear still. friends are a wonderful gift and a reminder of God's grace to us. very few people in this world could get away with calling me "kamymle" (pronounced: kuh my mul). still fewer could say it as a term of endearment. the gotschall clan can do so and do it well. i was also able to catch up with a friend i've known for the last 25 years. i am torn in our friendship - chris has been a good and loyal friend when i did not deserve such friendship. he came to his sister's wedding with his partner of 8 years. my love for my friend is conflicted by my knowing that his lifestyle is, well, sinful. love for the sinner and hatred for the sin is a sticky wicket to be certain. hopefully, my friend and wise mentor mr. anonymous will have some sage words of wisdom on this issue.